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So...
The brother went to the cities for a total body scan on Thurs. The tumor in his heart hasn't grown but the one on his liver has, as well as the one that is impacting his remaining kidney. And he has some kind of viral infection that they are treating.
He has refused hospice and is still on home health care (for transfusions and liquids) but has pretty much stopped eating and has to be helped to the bathroom and to bed.
My parents and brother are going over tomorrow... and I can't. I just can't.
My brother and I have a history, and for years we did not talked but...
I should not have to be in the position of having to help bury my younger brother.
The end is going to be much sooner than any of us thought.
I am not taking this well.
He has refused hospice and is still on home health care (for transfusions and liquids) but has pretty much stopped eating and has to be helped to the bathroom and to bed.
My parents and brother are going over tomorrow... and I can't. I just can't.
My brother and I have a history, and for years we did not talked but...
I should not have to be in the position of having to help bury my younger brother.
The end is going to be much sooner than any of us thought.
I am not taking this well.